Nightly thoughts

It’s been a bit since I posted but there’s been so much on my mind lately. I had a bunch of mini strokes last year on July 3rd and I don’t know why but recently just feel off. Every night I stress over every weird feeling. I don’t know if there is actually something really wrong or if I am just over thinking all the time and just scared. Maybe I should see a therapist or something, who knows. Just hoping my mind clears soon so I can rest and not be so stressed and worried all the time. I’m 33 and I am just scared that one day my son won’t have a mother. Other then my nightly freak out In my own head, things are good. My job is going great and we just got to take a mini vacay paid for by work, so that was nice. Well maybe I’ll write again soon.