Life sucks most of the time

I’m kinda getting sick of things. Seems anytime my life starts to go normal something happens. I finally got to move back to Ohio for work back in October and since moving back I’ve had more issues. First my neck gets strained and my whole back literally swells up… finally get that taken care of and boom my whole body goes numb because of the strain…. then I’m back with kidney stones again. This time stents are in my kidney. So I’m always needing to pee and poo and my stomach kills. My follow up apt is today and I’m not ready to go back to work cuz of the cramps and multiple bathroom breaks that last forever each time. I’m sick of waking up in pain to go use the restroom. I’m tired of having to explain my pain to people. I’m just mentally and physically exhausted. Plus my grandma isn’t doing well… covid is still crazy, and I’m just done. Ugh… hopefully things get better soon 😞